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Rot
02:45
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LIGHT DIMS AS IT LEAVES THE OPEN DOOR // AN EERIE FOG TAKES SUBTLE FORM // GOD? THE REAPER? DELIVERANCE // STRANDED, AFLOAT, LOST, FOUND // THERE‘S NO MORE IN BETWEEN // THERE‘S NO MORE COMPROMISE // FIX ME // TOO LONG I‘VE BEEN LED BLIND
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Suffer To Survive
01:57
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SEEMS THAT FOR EVERY STEP FORWARD IT‘S A DOZEN STEPS BACK // AND THE RESTLESS NIGHTS HAVE TAKEN THEIR TOLL // STILL TIRED OF THE PEOPLE AND STILL TIRED OF THEIR WAYS // FEEL THE NOOSE COMFORT MY NECK AS THE TRUTH SINKS IN ON ME // I CAN‘T CONTROL THIS RAGE // I‘M COUNTING DOWN MY DAYS // AS GOOD INTENTIONS DWELL IN YOUR CORRUPT MAZE // SO STEP OUT OF YOUR SHOES // TAKE A WALK IN MINE // FEEL THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD CRUSH YOUR HELPLESS SPINE SCORNED AND SPIT OUT, BUT AT LEAST I TRIED // AND IN THE END I CAN SAY THAT I SET ASTRAY // FROM ALL THE LIARS, FUCKING RATS AND TWOFACED SNAKES // NEVER CONFORMED TO THE LAWS OF YOUR DISGUSTING GAMES // SO UNTIL MY DAYS ARE THROUGH I WILL SUFFER TO SURVIVE // SNATCH LIFE BY THE NECK, MAKE IT SUCCUMB TO MY // MY WAYS AND MY GOAL, FOR A TWIST OF FATE // I WILL SUFFER TO SURVIVE IN THIS WORLD OF HATE
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Closet Full Of Skeletons
01:43
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HEAD IN THE SAND, OFFERED ANOTHER HAND // SPIT ME IN THE FACE, I SHOULD‘VE NEVER CARED // SOMEWHERE DEEP DOWN I ALWAYS FUCKING KNEW // THAT IT WAS AS MUCH ME AS IT WAS YOU // TAKE THE BLAME // TAKE THE GUILT // FEEL THE SHAME // NAH, NO MORE // BENT THE TRUTH BUT THE TRUTH STILL SHOWS // SO I‘LL SETTLE THE SCORE, I“ll LET THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW // THE WAY YOU PARADE WITH NO MORALITY // AND THE LIES THAT LOCK YOUR - // SANITY LOSING IT‘S GRIP // DISMISSED FOR A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT // MIGHT DESERVE IT // HOPE IS WORTH IT // BUT NO, I NEVER MEANT TO JUSTIFY // BUT YOU SHOULD PAY YOUR DEBTS, THE WAY THAT I PAID MINE // I BARE THE WEIGHT OF SHAME EVERY FUCKING DAY // FOR A LIFE OF LIES THAT‘S THE PRICE YOU FUCKING PAY
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Nothing Like You
01:48
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EVERY NOW AND THEN I SMILE FROM EAR TO EAR // GIVE IT A YEAR OR TWO AND I WON‘T BE HERE // FAMILIAR PLACES FULL OF STRANGE FACES I OUGHT TO KNOW BUT I NEVER DO ‘CAUSE // I‘M NOTHING LIKE YOU // I WASN‘T BUILT TO LAST AMONGST SIMPLE SOULS // I‘M NOTHING LIKE YOU // WON‘T LET THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD SWALLOW ME WHOLE // I‚M SO SORRY, I REALLY AM // BUT DON‘T DENY YOU HAD A CHANCE TO SLIP // AND DEEP DOWN YOU ALWAYS FUCKING KNEW // I‘D NEVER LET YOU IN
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The Bottle
01:56
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BEEN HERE BEFORE AND NOW YOU‘RE HERE AGAIN // THERE‘S DEMONS HEARD SCREECHING FROM THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS // IN AN EMPTY SPACE, FOR JUST ONE TO BE HEARD // WEIGHT OF A THOUSAND ON THE SHOULDERS OF FATE // BUT IT‘S ALL SELF-INFLICTED // THIS HURTFUL FANTASY YOU CALL LIFE // NO-ONE TO TURN TO BUT YOURSELF // BUT I FORGIVE TO SOME EXTENT // I FORGIVE TO SOME EXTENT ‘CAUSE THE BOTTLE WON‘T HEAL SHIT
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Drawn In, Drowned Out
02:17
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LEFT EMPTY // ALL I WANT IS OUT, ALL I WANT IS OUT // THE TRUTH, SEVERED // NO MORE DOUBT, CLEAR AS DAY // OTHER DAYS, OTHER WAYS? DWELL IN YOUR MAZE // MOUTHFUL OF LIES FROM YOUR EVERY FACE // FORGIVINGS ALL I CAN ‘CAUSE I NEVER FORGET // BUT JUST WAIT AND SEE, I‘M NOT FINISHED YET // TELL ME ALL ABOUT THAT SUDDEN TWIST OF FATE // THE ONE THAT JUSTIFIED ALL YOUR SUDDEN HATE // I‘D SEE IT THROUGH BUT I LOST MY SIGHT // LOST IN THIS HAZE, FOREVER I WALK BLIND // STRAY FROM THE TRUTH ‘CAUSE IT‘S NO USE TO YOU // ALL YOUR LIES CAN‘T DISGUISE THE HATEFUL THINGS YOU DO // STRAY FROM THE TRUTH ‘CAUSE IT‘S NO USE TO YOU // EVEN THE BLINDEST EYES CAN SEE THE WRONGS YOU DO // SO I STEP ASIDE, LEAVE BEHIND, FORGET WITH EASE // A TROUBLED MIND AINT A PLIGHT LEFT FOR ME TO PLEASE // YOU‘LL FIND YOUR WAY, THEN GET DROPPED AND IN THE END YOU‘LL LOSE // SO DON‘T CRAWL BACK WHEN YOU FIND REALITY WON‘T SIGN NO TRUCE
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Clear
01:20
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ASK FOR TRUST // THAT‘S WHAT YOU‘RE TRYING TO TELL // BUT YOU GOT ME CHAINED IN THIS LIVING HELL // I CAN‘T HEAR OR SEE, NO YOU AND ME // IT‘S JUST YOU AND YOUR INSECURITIES // LIES // THROUGH YOU I CAN SEE, WHO ARE YOU TRYING TO BE? // YOU‘RE JUST A COPY OF A COPY OF A FANTASY // CAN‘T FOOL ME NO, SHOULDN‘T EVEN TRY // BEEN LIVING WITH THE GIFT OF THE PIERCING EYE // THROUGH YOUR LIES // I CAN SEE // FOOL THE WORLD // CAN‘T FOOL ME
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Hand You've Been Dealt
01:48
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TELL ME SOMETHING ‘BOUT THE HURT THAT YOU FELT // AND THE HAND YOU‘VE BEEN DEALT // AND THE ABYSS THAT YOU DWELT IN // TELL ME ALL ABOUT THE THINGS THAT YOU LOST // AND THE UNTHINKABLE COST OF A LIFE HELD IN CONTEMPT // HOW YOU BROKE IT‘S FINGERS IN PURE DISGRACE // HOW YOU GOT RID OF YOUR SPINE AND YOU SPIT IN IT‘S FACE // DON‘T NEED YOU AND YOUR ‘I‘M FINES‘ // YOU TREADED OVER ME BUT I‘M STILL ALIVE // ALIVE AND WELL, MY OWN LIVING HELL // OVER A FROZEN SOUL YOU CAN‘T HOLD YOUR SPELL, WITCH // NOW TELL ME SOMETHING ‘BOUT THE REAL YOU // THE ONE THAT BATHED IN PERFECTION AND WAS NEVER TRUE // THE ONE WHO SEVERED ALL THE COMPOUND TIES // WITH REALITY AND SEEING THROUGH CLEAR EYES // BRAG ABOUT THE HARDSHIPS THAT YOU NEVER FELT // GOOD INTENTIONS ONLY CAME FROM THE HAND YOU‘VE BEEN DEALT // SO FUCK YOU
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World Spinnin'
01:35
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I GREW DEAF TO THE VIVID SOUNDS OF LIFE // AND MY EYES GREW BLIND BY THE HANDS OF TIME // I‘VE STOPPED LOOKING FOR BETTER DAYS // ALL I ASK IS THE END IN SIGHT BUT // THE WORLD KEEPS SPINNING AND I SEEM TO BE // CHAINED BY MY OWN INABILITY // I SEE A WAY OUT BUT I WALK THE OTHER WAY // NO-ONE BUT MYSELF TO BLAME FOR MY PAIN // SO WHO ARE YOU TO SAY WHAT‘S WRONG AND RIGHT // WHEN I‘M GOING DOWN THIS ROAD AND THERE‘S NO END IN SIGHT // I KEEP SWINGING AND TRYING BUT THERE‘S NO ESCAPE // LET ME SINK WITH MY LIES, TOO LITTLE, TOO LATE
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Spark
01:27
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CAN‘T BELIEVE THE DARKEST RED TURNS TO THE DEEPEST BLUE // SICKEST JOKE, I COULDN‘T COPE AND I NEVER WANTED TO // I WON‘T JUDGE ‘CAUSE I‘M PARTIALLY TO BLAME BUT IT WEREN‘T THESE HANDS THAT FINALLY SMOTHERED THE FLAME // SO DON‘T EXPECT ME TO TURN AROUND // I‘M FREE OF YOUR CHOKEHOLD, I‘M NO LONGER BOUND AND // WE BOTH KNOW // THAT THERE‘S NO // COMING BACK UNSCATHED FROM THIS // SO DON‘T HIDE // JUST SHOW // YOUR FORKED TONGUE AND THAT AWFULL HISS // HOW LONG ‘TIL YOU REGRET? // UNTIL YOU FINALLY FORGET? // ADD A NEW SPARK AND IT ALL BURNS DOWN IN JUST A SEC
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Young And Restless
01:58
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LOSING SLEEP AS THIS HATE GROWS DEEPER // ADDING WEIGHT AS THE SLOPE GROWS STEEPER // THE BEGINNING, THE END, FORGETTING ALL IN BETWEEN // YOUNG AND RESTLESS, KISS GOODBYE ALL MY DREAMS // SCARRED BY THE SHARDS OF ALL MY BROKEN DREAMS // SHEEP SEW ME UP BUT I STILL RIP AT THE SEEMS // WON‘T EVER KEEP MY SOUL FROM BOILING INSIDE // WON‘T BE YOUNG FOREVER BUT RESTLESS ‘TIL I DIE // RESTLESS ‘TIL I DIE
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